Jacobus
a Pig On Antibiotics (Exploding SOng)
Keep a small group of friends
And while they took
Records of all of the drugs
In their books
You didn't know what was happening
Did you?
A pipe, A line
A gun, A knife
I'll never get back
What seemed to be my time
But do I care
I'm I still in my Mind?
The symmetry
Never frightened me
Until I realised
What it's doing to me
The symmetry
Never frightened me
Until I realised
What it's doing to me
And though I
Didn't listen enough
To my
Mother and Father
I know that somewhere that I
Must be alright
Feeling ill
A struggle of power and
A sense of will
The enemy is me
And I will shoot to kill
The symmetry
Never frightened me
Until I realised
What it's doing to me
The symmetry Never frightened me
Until I realised
What it's doing to me
I'm silent
I'm silent
I'm silent
But I'm still in my cage
I'm silent
I'm silent
I'm silent
But I'm still in my
cage!
I'm silent
I'm silent
I'm silent
But I'm still in my cage
I'm silent
I'm silent
I'm silent
But I'm still in my cage
I'm silent
I'm silent
I'm silent
But I'm still in my cage
Her Name Was HUman
Her Name Was Human
She tore me limb from limb
While I smiled gladly through it
She caused confusion
It said so on her tin
While the warning said do not open
A scene to a song
That proves all of us were wrong
And time and space
Did have a place for us
I know that you hate
Our lives revolve in retrograde
But trust me
Please just tell me
Please tell me
What’s in your mind
Its blind to be in your mind
Its blind to be in your mind
Its blind to be in your mind
Its blind to be in your mind
Your name was human
You induced the anti-dream
Like a human shadow etched into stone
It seems we're doomed here
A shiv without a scream
As the pain comes out when we are alone
A scene to a song
That proves all of us were wrong
And time and space will have a place for us
I know that you hate
Our lives revolve in retrograde
But trust me
Please just tell me
Please tell me
What’s in your mind
I am inhuman
I do not care at all
I'll stay in the box of which you came from
Who is still human?
I feel the nothing crawl
The nothing you left in my body
I know that I'm wrong
I never will belong
But I just can't help but love this feeling
Forever I will ask
Why the shards of broken glass
Fit into skin just like a puzzle piece
Please tell me
That I’ll be fine
Lost Connection
She turns to me to speak
As if looks could kill
A paycheck from last week
Take your protein pills
My body's a temple
But a warehouse on the weekend
And Love is For
The Beautiful
And Love is For
The Beautiful
She turns to me to speak
As if I'm her thrill
A roller coasters peak
And now it’s all downhill
And I don't know why
You rely on me
If I gave my luck a chance
Would you become my next possibility?
And Love is For
The Beautiful
And you are one
Of the beautiful
And we don't even need communication
When our problems only reside
In preparation
I want to go into standby
Somebody take the wheel
I don't know why we’re on this earth
But we're alive, alive, alive!
And we don't even need communication
And we don't even need communication
And we don't even need communication
And we don't even need communication
We've lost connection (communication)
We've lost connection (communication)
We've lost connection (communication)
We've lost connection!
Ha Ha Ok Ok
I talk shit but I can't take it
I smile in the faces of popular people
I'm not sure if they like me
So I spread this message that's approved by the jocks
I show the masses my vinyl collection
To make me feel like I'm part of their club
Oh but little do I know that my friends are the litter
And I am just the runt
I'll climb this social ladder while I know that the frame isn't locked
Ha Ha Ok Ok
Ha Ha Ok Ok
I'm jaded
Frustrated
It's complex but not complicated
I've faded
To hatred
More children left to be tainted
Please wait in line
Coz the answers to my prayers
There is no sign
I don't know why I wear these clothes
Just leave me alone go pick on some other dude
I know these times are precious
But I can't waste a minute when I'm sitting here
Bragging about my shoes
Oh well I smashed my glass slipper
But you will never guess
What really did happen next
Across the hall at the dim-witted ball
I found my doppelganger
And I fucked him!
He's the best!
Oh but you cannot blame me,
Coz lately I found my silhouette looks alright
And when I look in the mirror
I get a cold shiver
Oh, I'd love to love myself all night
Narcissistic and ballistic
I'd be my own worst critic if I knew who I was
Get a job
For I wish that I could see,
For I was staring at me
And now I know I am my own worst enemy
Ha Ha Ok Ok
Ha Ha Ok Ok
I'm jaded
Frustrated
It's complex but not complicated
I've faded
To hatred
More children left to be tainted
Please wait in line
Coz the answers to my prayers
There is no sign
Ha Ha! Ok Ok Ok Ok!
No Pressure (repeats)
Homebody
I bumped into
The same conclusion
The same time I see him
Every morning
He asks about
My common afflictions
I haven't bothered to fix
Because of nothing
I mumble out
Coherent noises
To rest my case
To make him at ease
I did nothing
I did nothing
I did nothing
Well maybe I did a little something
He figures out so quickly
That somethings not right
Did you stay indoors like you're supposed to?
Let me guess you stayed out all night
Well let me tell you
You play a big part in your misery
But I'll tell you time and time again
Any day you choose this week
I am nothing
I am nothing
I am nothing
Well maybe I need a little something
MMA
I'm not the man who I was
I'm not the man who I was
I'm not the man who I was
Who fought a lynch mob
That was the man in my mind
That was the man in my mind
That was the man in my mind
That fought a lynch mob
He didn't know how to fight
He didn't know how to fight
He didn't know how to fight
Against a lynch mob
So he told us a lie
He told us all of the lie
The lynch mob didn't survive
Because there was none
My inhibitions have been traded for chasers
You got the message written by your neighbours
I spilt my ego down your burgundy blazer
My inhibitions have been traded for chasers
You got the message written by your neighbours
I spilt my ego down your burgundy blazer
I'm not the man who I was
I'm not the man who I was
I'm not the man who I was
Who fought a lynch mob
That was the man in my mind
That was the man in my mind
That was the man in my mind
That fought a lynch mob
He didn't know how to fight
He didn't know how to fight
He didn't know how to fight
Against a lynch mob
So he told us a lie
He told us all of the lie
The lynch mob didn't survive
Because there was none
My inhibitions have been traded for chasers
You got the message written by your neighbours
I spilt my ego down your burgundy blazer
My inhibitions have been traded for chasers
You got the message written by your neighbours
These martial arts I do defend all pretenders
I've got a God complex
Coz I'm not dead yet
Got a God complex
Coz I'm not dead yet
Got a God complex
Coz I'm not dead yet
Got a God complex
Coz I'm not dead yet
Got a God complex
Coz I'm not dead yet
Got a God complex
Coz I'm not dead yet
I’ve Got a God complex
Coz I'm not dead yet
Got a God complex
Coz I'm not dead yet
Will I survive this Friday
Place your bets!
A Brother, A Son, A war that never changes
I can't believe what I see before my eyes
Did you find out what you're good for?
Did it feel good because every day you lied?
And pushed away everything you’ve ever loved?
These are my final words
Hope you're listening
These are my final words
More than adequate
I thought
This was
The end
My last chance to
Pretend
You're alive
Take me when the time is right
I’m alive
Why couldn't you Survive?
I think you found something you didn't want to share
Maybe a secret that wouldn't leave your head
How could you think that not any one of us would care?
You bastard, you warhead!
Oh but I think I'm alright now
I hope you found out what you were looking for
I'm not mad, you just make feel me so down
May you live on forever more
And this is not
The end
My last chance to
Pretend
Oh Oh you’re alive
Take me when the time is right
I’m alive
Oh why couldn’t you
Survive.
Hey, so this was originally gonna be a scripted part of the song, but nothing really felt right about what I was gonna say.
But I guess the important part is to remember that the anger that I showed in the previous section of the song, is not actually reflective of how I feel about you. It’s just me trying to let out some form of emotion. And explain. Yeah.
I loved the way you speak
With such meaningful and comical sayings
Even if I could hear you breathe
For the last time I would know that you're still here living a life with me
For all the times I know you've cried
For all the times we could’ve aided you through life
For all the times you seemed alright
I wish I could've seen the boy you were inside
For that boy Jacobus
For that boy Jacobus
For that boy Jacobus
For that special boy
Lovely Jacobus
A Friend, Jacobus
The earth stood still
As you left, I know
Every word
You ever shared
I've kept
Inside my head
Its getting dark
You should find your way home
Remembering A brother A son A friend
It was kind to be with your mind
It was kind to be with your mind
It was kind to be with your mind
It was kind to be with your mind
9th Of July, 2019
My memories
Are far away
In a distant land
Where your head lays
That mind of yours
Had so much to share
Your souls lost
But you were aware
You still owe me fifty bucks
I don't really care that much
I promise I'll try to learn
All these things you said to me
Now it's time
To go to sleep
Remember sneaking out
At midnight for fun
Nothing special
Just bored and young
A time so innocent
I’ll cherish those days
That smiling face
With a warm embrace
A heavy feeling fills my lungs
I hate that love was not enough
Enough to make you think
What you have done to me
But it's time
To go to sleep
Will I remember you
When I've grown
Will your shadow
Still slowly roam
Like a colour ripped
From all life’s tapestry
And now it's time
For you to leave
Handfoot
Mister J Fox
And Pennywise the dancing dickhead
All starring in the bat movie two
I only see this in the first layer of my dream
The second layer is where you will die
It starts off with a terrible scene
A scene where my government lies
Now I'm not one to be a critic
I don't know the film's score
I couldn't tell you who plays the penguin
Oh, but watching's such a bore
Mister J Fox as Batman?
Who cast this film?
Who cast this film?
Who cast this film?
I will become
A new kind of gunne
I will become
A new kind of gunne